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a good friend of mine wrote something like this, "don't just pray, do something!"
i know he said it from the deepest bottom of his heart. a result of experiencing the real thing. the real chaos. real ashes through his nose and mouth. he felt quite upset maybe when he said that. upset with the condition, the reality.

while i'm doing what..
the first thought that reached the top of my head after i read what he said was, "praying is doing something". it sounded like defending something. it was a defense mechanism of me. then the defense got stronger, "yes, i am doing something by praying". i just hoped that all the prayers could be some kind of "bola semangat" like Songoku's, and save the world. at least save Jogja. at that time, i really did nothing except praying. tears were falling, so i kept praying.

even i did something a couple of days ago, an action, not only praying, it seems it won't help much. i still want to go there and do something, just like my good friend said.

praying and doing is one entity.